as you wish
so many times i do not understand the things you put me through. its hard on my feelings. to yearn for something that i know i should not.
as you wish
when you call me to serve you, and to give to you. many times you ask of me what i find it most difficult to give. i really should. but i take so long to mull and to struggle.
as you wish
i ask you for certain things. i really want them badly. and i think that you think its good for me too. i ask, sometimes you give. sometimes you do not. and i get upset, when i really should not.
as you wish
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you watch me when i am awake
when i am up and about
sometimes i am aware of you
sometimes i notice you
but mostly i neglect
i forgot
you watch me when i am asleep
at my state of rest or even unrest in sleep
you watch me breathe
and counts the number of time i toss and turn
and feel such love for me
where ever i am
what ever i am doing
which ever moment
there is nothing i can do to make you love me even a little bit more
so with this, i say
as you wish
i really means to say
i love you.
so, as you wish
at my door step
7:30 AM