repacking my baggage
disappointed when things dun turn out the way i want them to. disappointed when the feelings i have are not reciprocated. disappointed when i am rejected. disappointed with myself. disappointed with others. in addition, this disappointment is accompanied with friend called envy. "why that person more popular? why everyone likes her? why she so rich? she so pretties ones. she so smart... and the list goes on and on and on. this is hazardous. potent and dangerously mean to a womens heart.
fear is gripping. it is paralysing. it gives me a pumping heart. sweaty palms increased arousal and decrease performance level. God does not thinks that my fears are foolish. He has been thru it all.he knows how i am feeling.
i love to talk with angela! she is so refreshingly open and real in her comments. she is the most special pastor's wife i ever met. so shockingly pleasant and different. you are my number 6. :) hehe.. want to konw why?
tamarrrrr
at my door step
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