place cells

i learn in class this semester about something called place cells. when you go into a lecture hall and you are looking for your friend among the many people. the place cells will activate and you would be able to gravitate your vision towards where your friend is find the person quite quickly instead of scanning the whole crowd in a systematic way. i remember much of the mechanism of place cells. but i guess its true.

i gravitate to certain places in my life at certain time. my place cells are good friends with my emotions. different emotions lead me to go to different places in my house. take for e.g. at home. when i am feeling lazy, i gravitate to my parents room and park myself on their bed. *wondering if i am sleeping on my father's side of the bed or mom's - cos they changed often. and my father drools. :( when i want to be alone and dun feel like talking to anyone, i will go into my random room at home and just lie down on the floor and do some stuff. when i want feel happy, i usually go into my study room to play the piano or bring my dogs down for a walk. but most of the time, at home, i feel bored, so i go to the toilet. i visit the toilet quite often at home. another time where i go to the toilet is where i am very very sad. then i lock myself in the toilet and cry. so that no one knows. =p


i not only have place cells. but i have people cells too. these people cells seem to come with emotions too. i have an evoked set. a certain emotion, will evoke me to call some people or to talk some people. a friend recently told me, that in his evoked set, there is only one person, i am amazed. He only thinks of talking to lao pa about it. I am trying to learn this. the next time i meet him i will make sure he tells me the secret formula of running to the right place for help.


i woke up this morning and i thought of you.



you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. a