higher ways then mine

its strange. really quite strange.


so yesterday we were in the room, crowded with people. the meeting that takes place once every month. then of course there were the laughter, the noise, the music, the singing. and then you said,' soak in my presence.' raining down in all areas of my life. i was like... okkkk. *not very convicted and believeing.


hp went dead. batt flat. came home. charged it. when i switch it on, i recieved a mesage that was sent to me twice from the same person. erh.. so my handphone has this strange problem. sometimes, part the the text cant be read.. cos it all appears in some kind of random symbols. so the first message from this person, had these random symbols. i was like ARGH! cos its one of those trusted few. then strangely, she sent me two of the same message. hmmm.. dun ask me why?! it read. the message says, 'remember to soak in e presence...'

its the same damn thing la!

you mean it possible that, even with the existence of human doubt and disbelief, He still does it. He still pursues me.

so...raining of presence in all places in my life right? ok good. had a late night. woke up sent a friend off. then went back to sleep. woke up. a random thought struck me! it was like a eureka moment to the reason why i was going through certain emotional struggles. ( this is a private struggle. no one knows about it. erh.. at least not yet.)

*listening to a song now. it says that there is nothing in this world for me. so i need to be rescued to be captured with grace. the former statement. is this really true?

so maybe highers ways then mine are working.