star lite star brite. alluring hearts
"therefore i am now going to allure her, i will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her." You did that to make me to turn back to you and to realise your longing for me.
tamar: There is a place in every human heart that only God can fill. There is a place in my heart that only God can fill.
God: there is also a place in my heart that you can fill.
there is a tamar-shaped hole in God's heart! how cool is that!! ?? !! *heart races heart overflowing with laughter
To offer my heart if to offer my desire. not my demands. not my services. but to offer my desires. "In repentacnce and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength." In repentance and rest. i know that you want me to grip my doubt and trust in you, to turn to you in hope.waiting is a bueatiful thing. it does not make me less. we are enlarged.
you do not always give to us what we are so desperatlely want when we want it. you are after something more valueable, more than our happiness. much more susbtantive than our health. you are restoring and growing in me an eternal weight of glory... though sometime it hurts.a waiting heart is more aware, more present, more alive.
"for you have come. and is continually coming...."
star lite star brite. thanks Angela. moving nearer to the lite. gropping around the darkness, towards the light. This light that is faint. not obstrusive. its a gentle light. just wat i want and needed.
*listening to tifa's theme. reading captivating. and doing lab on priming spatial lay out (so out of point!!) drinking milo (that is less cholaty than singapore's) legs propped on bed. and a rested heart.
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