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firstly, i must kb about the person that stays directly above me. He has either really big foot, must be really fat, or does not know how to walk properly. with either of these defects, 'above' dun sleep early. at 2am in the morning, i can hear him stomping about above me. hmmm... so that is my lullaby every night.

went to watch wedding crashers yesterday. the most amusing that was the scene where the protagonist was reading a book called "dont jump. life is worth living." hehe.. he was considering suicide. then his friend waltzed in, saw the book he was reading, and with all brillance commented that the book was light reading. LIGHT READING??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! come on its suicide!!!!!! super cornie and funny la.

talking about corny. one of the jokes that my corny friend told me. i suddenly remembered. "I am so corny that i can stack myself." ................................ hmm.. get it? eh.. ok nvm... not tooo farnie maybe.

later today i wil blog about my trip with rachel to french market.

now back to "captivation"
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the question of every little boy: "do i have what it takes?"

the question of every little girl: "am i lovely?"
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" is it not true? are not your deepest worries and heartaches relational- are they not connected to someone? there is an emptiness in us that we continually try to feed"- through the things i want to control, hating my vulnerability.

In the garden, after forfeiting my confidence in GoD, many times (hmmm... ok all the time) I try to take matters into our own hands in an attempt to have life that we want. And above all, ache with an emptiness nothing seems able to fill.
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"for you have helped me and comforted me." indeed you have. thank you.