everyThing gReat U generouSly - T
1. pride
2. confusion
3. fear
trust is a 5 letter word. It seems simple. Primary school kids will know what it means. Trust means to surrender completely. Trust means to let go. Trust means depending on someone else that can make things ok. Trust is not easy. No easy task indeed.
How many times, have i not trusted and broken your heart? How many times have i did things my own way out of fear, and ignore you? How many times have i led myself blindly, refusing to go open the right door? How many times, have i not trusted and disappoint you? But.... you take me back, everytime, if only i ask, if only i come, even if i only remotely think.
many things in my life, i want. many things i really desire so so much. and these desires are those that you set in my heart. the desire to excel, the desire to have friends, the desire to be in a romantic relationship, the desire to enjoy life, the desire to be loved. And i am! To off- er and to trust. (the best is yet to be) - i know that very well.
sacrifices must no more crawl out from the altar.
8:50am. warm water in my hands. stomach aching away. heart seeking for peace and help.
sings *you are my refuge, my God in whom i trust
at my door step
1:33 PM