Picture Me

Sisters graduated!

One fine day, the Yeo Family went to Picture Me (studio) to picture us!

The best looking: Nike

The second best looking: Dad

The worst looking: Oscar!!!

am now

Have you ever felt like going somewhere so much that you think of the place day and night? Images of this place just keeps popping up. Not only images, but the weather, the smell all dances infront of you?

I have. I am now.

*close my eyes and teleport myself there.

Talking about journeys...

In life, there are many paths that you can take. Each path will lead you to a different path and each different turn you make along the way will lead you to your destination. Along the way, you pick up friends, experiences and you lose some friends and keep some. Although, U-turns are possible. It is sometimes to tiring to make such U-turns (even if they are worth it).

I chose a certain path of life at the age of 15. And since then, i have lost some friends. But i found better ones. much better ones.

No regrets.

I trust in you God that you are going to make all the relationships in my life beautiful.

This is the confidence we have in approaching you: that if we ask anything according to your will, you hear us. And if we know that you hear us, I know that i have we i asked of you.

How often do i ask? I realise that i only ask when i am in trouble. But that is not too smart of me right? And i also tend to ask for things that i experience a tangible need for..

From today onwards, help to pray according to your will. That you teach me to approach you with confidence that you will hear me and give to me what i ask of you, if its according to your will.

So what is your will Lord? A will is an instruction, a decision made. Is it your will that i would pray to know your will?

I am happy. so Happpie.. Happyness.
For God just wiped my tears. For He changed my fears to faith.

When i place my security in other things, i will just end up feeling worried and unsettled. Cos these things are unpredictable (like me mood).

excerpt from my journal :
[ .. thinking about my career and my future. I am afraid Lord that i am not capable enough, that i am not attractive enough, that i am not good enough. Please help me, Lord. Somtimes my mom thinks this way of me too. Help me not to be affected. I feel inferior, i feel insecure, worried and sometimes frustrated. I am afraid to request and ask anything from my parents (though i know they love me and will give to me). But i feel bad....

.. God i ask that you change my heart and take away my fears. All the lies from the devil. strengthen my emotions and my mind that i may feel and think your ways, your work and your thoughts. To trust in you. Teach me faith. Help me feel the leading of your hands. Help to heal my hurt heart. Teach me to look higher and to trust in you.

.. More of your face and your glory in my life..

Open the doors too. Help me find the keys to locked doors you want me to open. And trust you through doors that are closed. In your timing]


'MY GRACE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR YOU.' more than enough indeed Lord.


more than enough.

learning to breathe

300 hundred was the number.

its a really moving show. stirring. the fighting was so cool. the strategies, the courage, the valor and the bodies (both of the spartans and the mulititudes of dead) were so captivating.

after the movie, i came back into normal, singaporean studying girl mode and i felt that my life was really so boring. so un-happening.this surreal feeling lasted for half hour at least.

its a 6 star movie and a good one to catch. one thing to note is that there is little comic relief. we may be cringing the whole time. and your heart may be gripped for half the time. So learn to breathe.

I learn to breathe too. Today, was talking to 'him' about how the apprehension i feel towards work. my fear of not getting a job. and my fear of wat my mom will say to me. its true that i tend to worry about something that has not even happened yet. matthew 6 will help me to breathe. the lilies do not labor and spin. but You clothe them with colors and beauty.

Father, i am learning to breathe. in you.

I love you Lord. For all that you have done for me. For all that you give to me. For all that you think about me. For your love for me. I am grateful.

Protect me and keep me healthy Lord that my life can be an offering unto you.

In all i do, i breathe in you. (REMAINING In you)