For God just wiped my tears. For He changed my fears to faith.
When i place my security in other things, i will just end up feeling worried and unsettled. Cos these things are unpredictable (like me mood).
excerpt from my journal :
[ .. thinking about my career and my future. I am afraid Lord that i am not capable enough, that i am not attractive enough, that i am not good enough. Please help me, Lord. Somtimes my mom thinks this way of me too. Help me not to be affected. I feel inferior, i feel insecure, worried and sometimes frustrated. I am afraid to request and ask anything from my parents (though i know they love me and will give to me). But i feel bad....
.. God i ask that you change my heart and take away my fears. All the lies from the devil. strengthen my emotions and my mind that i may feel and think your ways, your work and your thoughts. To trust in you. Teach me faith. Help me feel the leading of your hands. Help to heal my hurt heart. Teach me to look higher and to trust in you.
.. More of your face and your glory in my life..
Open the doors too. Help me find the keys to locked doors you want me to open. And trust you through doors that are closed. In your timing]
'MY GRACE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR YOU.' more than enough indeed Lord.
more than enough.
at my door step
8:06 AM